Dear anonymous
Yesterday was one of the days that I would never understand
I saw u once again
Last time I sent u my letters I told u that I wish I could see you one more time and know how u feel and how r u
But I wish I didn't saw u
I felt many strange things and didn't know how to express it
I acted as if I don know u anymore and that I totally forget everything about you
But it wasn’t true
I didn't want to know anything about u…don believe it it's just a lie
I can't stand seeing u close and not knowing how you feel when I m around even if u feel nothing… I just want to know it
When I find that all I need is to look at u for a moment …and my dignity refuses it
When I find that I want to blame u for every thing did go wrong…and I m speechless
When I want to tell you I'll never forgive u, while my heart bleeds loving you
Will I ever forget it all?
Will I find you erased from my mind
I really want to know
Did u want to know how I do or it wasn’t matter
Did u remember everything or u only remembered just a name
Does u miss me ……..
Will u ever ask me for forgiveness……
Will u ever confess u treated me so wrong……
Oh I wish
And I know that this won't come true
I'll c u later my anonymous friend
Sure I will
Maybe I doubt it
Let me finish it and say ....GoOdByE
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ياااااااااااااه كل الحب دة فى قلبها , كل الهوس دة فى عشقها ربنا يكون فى عونها ويصونها لأهلها .....تعرفى ان أصعب شئ إن الواحد يحب حد والشخص دة متجاهله ومش حاسس بيه ., أصعب شئ ان الواحد يعيش على السراب ويتمادى فيه رغم انه عارف ان دة سراب وان عمرة ما هيتحقق وان كل دة وهم واحلام ..بس ما أحلى سراب الحب ؛ سبقتينى بالفكرة يا ايمو ودلوقتى هكتب انا فى ايه بئى ياللا مفيش مشكله بس ياريت تنساة وما تحاولش تفتكرة لأنه ما يستاهلهاش
I have two simple questions:
Q1: Do you think that there is a man who really deserves such love?
Q2: Do you think that there is a woman who can give such love?
I will be back
see ya
you didn't answer my questions.
:)
sorry for being late in my reply(3adty walla hashtereha :S ma3lesh 7a2ak 3alaya )
answering THE SIMPLEST questions in the world :
about the first one
maybe the problem for this lady is that she believes that there is a man indeed who deserve such love,maybe she's a kind of person who thinks that its not impossible to find someone who deserve it....and this is the problem cuz no one DESERVE IT in reallife only in fairytales
about the second question
trust me there is but i guess she's a little fool ,she do not intend to give love and expect taking love back ,she only wants to know how does it feel to give someone such love ....but i think if really she faced something like this she would never love again
and here comes the true meaning for this letter this girl is saying goodbye for love,trust,and honesty
حاجة تانية بقى متهيالي كدة ان الشخصية دي كانت عارفة ان هيا مش هيقابلها من الطرف التاني نفس مشاعرها و كانت متوقعة دة كله و بردو كملت فيه ...تفتكر ليه ممكن انسان يعمل كدة في نفسه ...ممكن مستني ان في يوم يتقال عليه شهيد الحب و للا حاجة :D :D
شكرا على التعليق يا شريف
in reply to moody
اشكرك جدا على تعليقك و عايزة اقول حاجة لما الواحد عارف اد ايه دة حاجة صعبة حاجة مفيش فيها امل و سراب ليه يعمل حاجة زي دي ليه يحب حد و يعمي عقله و يمشي بقلبه بس
في الوقت اللي قلبه المفروض يخاف فيه على نفسه و يتشير عقله الاول
اما بقى في موضوع تنساه و متنساهوش دي حاجة انا معرفش هيا ممكن تعملها و للا لاة
هيا بس باينها بتبكي على الاطلال و مش هتعدي من جمبها تاني :)
بعدين ياريت النسيان حاجة سهلة اوي كدة الواحد يقول انا هنسى الحاجة الفلانية و يشرب كوباية مية عالريق و كوباية مية قبل ما ينام يقوم تاني يوم يلاقيه نسي
ياريييييييييييييييت
كنا نسينا حاجات كتير
يللا مش مهم و اشكرك تاني على الكومنت
ليه صحيح الانسان بيعمل كدة في نفسه ليه يستمر و يكمل في حبه ده بالرغم من ادراكه بان الحاجة ديه امر منتهي من زمن
تفتكري ان هوا ضعف بانه مش قادر يتخلى عن حاجة زي كدا ؟
All I need is to look at u for a moments. The hardest thing that could happen is to feel that way about someone while that one is not aware of that. Every single moment u spend near him kills u thausand time, every single moment u spend thinking of him deepens ur pain and grief. U become week and ur weekness prevents u from living ur life and leaves u in an endless maze .
that's one sad post..
I'm sure a person who can be so passionate in her love will eventually find the one who love her back and sherish every moment he spends with her. the world is cruel, one usually stmble on the wrong persons, but I believe that one day the suffer will look back at his past and say "I really learned a lot."
I think u should stop asking such questions.. coz ur search for answers will never stop nd it wont put u on ease...
Don't hold to the past just let it go
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